Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 11:27 PM , i dun like it!!
hooray.. first sunday that i din hav to work.. and my grandma and relatives came from msia to sg to visit us.. so i was thinking.. finally can relax and hav dinner wif them..so i was really looking forward to dinner.. everytime my grandma comes.. they hav a regular place to hav dinner.. normally i can't go.. becos i'm working.. so tis time i'm so excited.. becos it's my first time.. for a very long while.. that i hav dinner wif them.. and in the end.. we had dinner downstairs.. i was depressed.. becos i felt not important enough.. well.. i was thinking.. a family having dinner together is alr a great thing to hav.. so y am i complaining..?!hmm.. coincidence.. they always hav dinner at this particular place.. which they gave rave reviews.. and i only tried their food once.. at home.. so this time wif me around.. they had dinner downstairs.. i can't help to think negatively.. well can't help it.. we had dinner downstairs also becos my mum was working.. so it will also be easier for her to join us..BUT I'M STILL SAD.. becos i felt not important enough.. i guess even some of my family members forgot my bday.. well.. tis yr i having my 18th bday.. and wif 3 days to go... i forecast a pretty gloomy bday to hav..
