Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 9:31 AM , ............
somehow i feel like blogging again.. not for long actually.. but dunno y out of a sudden.. i feel like my life is so.. flat.. just the same routine everyday.. especially now wif FYPJ.. every morning.. wake up go sch.. finish sch.. go home.. slp.. den wake up again.. and i even tried to stay at home on wkends too.. so that i can replenish the slp that i needed so much.. and practically this 3 mths of FYPJ.. besides the trip to Suzhou.. i guess everyday is just plain boring..out of a sudden.. i get emo.. like.. my stupid phone.. for 2 wks le still at hospital.. they told me they still waiting for the parts to arrive.. like.. omg.. i can't believe that i could survive 2 wks without music.. now on the bus i listen to everything that is existant on the bus.. i just can't survive without my phone..! and besides my contacts are all inside my memory card.. so currently i'm using a Motorola phone.. and that i dun hav any contacts with me now.. which is pretty pathetic too..everyone is nt perfect.. mine.. well.. some parts are really perfect.. yet some parts.. miserable.. maybe i am just plain lazy.. i definitely nid to change my life.. i also used to tink my life is cursed.. a friendship curse.. i wonder if it's my personality or wadsoever.. i could nv hav a long lasting friendship.. it's alr proven in my secondary sch days.. how three really close buddies can get split apart just like tad.. till today i still can't figure out y.. and now i even think that my friendship wif some of my poly frens may be numbered.. i just can't figure out.. isit my personality..?? my attitude?? or wad?! but thankfully.. i still hav a bunch of really really cool frens.. and i'm grateful for tad..finished wif my daily blahs.. and hopefully this is the last time..
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 11:51 PM , dead blog..
seems like the enthusiasm when i started blogging is almost fading again.. i dun find a need to blog.. and i dun find it necessary to blog nowadays.. just plainly becos i'm having a plain life.. just like plain water.. fypj started this wk.. and from 8.30am till 6pm.. we are supposed to be sitting in front of our coms and just do our projects.. initially i was bored to death.. although i like playing computer games for like.. one whole day.. but forcing me to play is bad.. y am i being forced to play?! becos i hav nth to do at all..!! so in order nt to bore to death.. i hav to play computer games!! of course since it's only the first wk.. so the project is actually not really formed yet.. as in we dun hav a direction on how this project will progress.. and so actually i shld take the chance to slack.. becos in a few wks' time.. things will "hopefully" start to get on the move..actually today's a pretty gd day.. just research on com.. while playing as well.. drinking lots of water.. kip going to toilet.. kip refilling water.. and went around the sch to slack.. and the teacher decided to implement sort-of "PE" every tuesday.. so that we can be trained up for NAPFA.. and today was nt bad.. quite fun.. i kinda like it.. wun be writing much.. since i dun feel like it.. BUT.. i would be writing.. IF something interesting is happening in my life.. and when i feel like it.. tata..~
