Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 9:31 AM , ............
somehow i feel like blogging again.. not for long actually.. but dunno y out of a sudden.. i feel like my life is so.. flat.. just the same routine everyday.. especially now wif FYPJ.. every morning.. wake up go sch.. finish sch.. go home.. slp.. den wake up again.. and i even tried to stay at home on wkends too.. so that i can replenish the slp that i needed so much.. and practically this 3 mths of FYPJ.. besides the trip to Suzhou.. i guess everyday is just plain boring..out of a sudden.. i get emo.. like.. my stupid phone.. for 2 wks le still at hospital.. they told me they still waiting for the parts to arrive.. like.. omg.. i can't believe that i could survive 2 wks without music.. now on the bus i listen to everything that is existant on the bus.. i just can't survive without my phone..! and besides my contacts are all inside my memory card.. so currently i'm using a Motorola phone.. and that i dun hav any contacts with me now.. which is pretty pathetic too..everyone is nt perfect.. mine.. well.. some parts are really perfect.. yet some parts.. miserable.. maybe i am just plain lazy.. i definitely nid to change my life.. i also used to tink my life is cursed.. a friendship curse.. i wonder if it's my personality or wadsoever.. i could nv hav a long lasting friendship.. it's alr proven in my secondary sch days.. how three really close buddies can get split apart just like tad.. till today i still can't figure out y.. and now i even think that my friendship wif some of my poly frens may be numbered.. i just can't figure out.. isit my personality..?? my attitude?? or wad?! but thankfully.. i still hav a bunch of really really cool frens.. and i'm grateful for tad..finished wif my daily blahs.. and hopefully this is the last time..
